What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

We found love in a hopeless place.

2012-01-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

This guy, dumped my 3 years ago on valentine's. This guy never seemed to know what he wants. This guy have hurt me more than you can ever imagine. This guy was one heartless jerk. But yet, this guy was the one who stood by me through all the bullshits, the dramas and the break-ups. He made sure that he would be there for me no matter what and despite our rough past, he kept to his words. Which is why, this guy became my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my brother and most importantly, the love of my life. He stood by me when everyone left. He made me appreciate life. He never failed to prove to me, time and time again that what he feel for me is real. He puts in effort even in the slightest thing he does for me. No, i'm not bragging about my boyfriend. What i meant to say is that, no matter how bad a person could be in the past, the person can change his/her ways and become a better person.

To S, I wanna thank you, sincerely for being there for me whenever i feel down or just need a shoulder to cry on. You never fail to make me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Although we've known each other for 4 years now, we just started this relationship. Its a huge step for us and i know we'll definitely pull through no matter what. I have faith in us, i have faith in you. You should know by now how much i appreciate and treasure you right? Hehe. I hope 2012 would be a smooth year for us as well. I love you.

A xxx

Mixed emotions.

2011-11-21T22:10:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Honestly, i don't know how i should feel right now. I feel relieved after finally giving up on you but somehow i don't feel happy at all. Maybe it's because its starting to get a little lonely and boring being alone. But then again, i miss being in a relationship. The thrills and what not. Its not right to just move on with any tom, dick or harry. There needs to be a chemistry and its hard to get that these days as you can't really tell who you can trust and who you can't. So yeah. Whatever it is, imma just wait for the right guy i guess? Sigh.

xx ange

Sorry for MIA-ing.

2011-11-20T09:51:00.000-08:00

Without make up.

Halluuuuuuuuu ~ Whoa, its been so long since i last updated my blog. Haha. Sorry people. Its been atleast 3 months since i last updated my blog. Been busy with life, school and O levels. Like finally i'm done with my O levels. It wasn't that bad actually. It was like a half half situation. Gave it my best shot. Imma just wait for my results next year then. See where it takes me. Haha. Can't wait. Soyeah. Having my long holidays now. So imma just help mummy at her shop for the time being, before i find an official job. It's fun helping mummy but tiring at times too. Mother daughter bonding time i guess? Hehe. Boy trouble? Nah. Guys come and go. Everyone will have a point of time in life where they hafta get hurt in the process to realise what matters to them and what don't. Its the experience that we get that helps us be stronger in life i guess? And family wise, i've gotten closer to my parents and my brother due to some family problems that occurred recently. It's good that my family is able to bond together as one now. It makes me happy in some ways i guess. Alright then, i think imma just stop here then. Okaydokay. Goodbye people! Love y'all ~

xx ange

b-e-a-utiful.

2011-08-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

p/s: i do miss you.

):

2011-08-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

I really miss you. It's been officially a week since I last met you. You're busy with school, I understand. I can't force you to be there for me everyday. I don't blame you. I just miss you that's all. I'm trying my best not to think negative cause I know it's gonna affect me emotionally. I don't mind you not meeting me or calling me but atleast leave me a text before you head to school or something will ya? Its really disappointing to not receive a single text from you for days now. I try to distract myself with my studies and everything else. No matter what I'm doing or how busy I am, you're always on my mind, and of course, always in my heart. Our second month's nearing, I don't even know whether you remember or not but it's okay. We don't have to celebrate it or whatever, we can just postpone. The feeling that I got after the call the other day really made me think alot. You sounded like you didn't wanted to talk to me. You sounded so reluctant to say those three words to me. I don't even know how to describe how I felt that day after the call. I just brushed it off as my imagination. I don't wanna lose you. I can't wait for me to finish my O levels, I wanna spend more time with you. I have so much to say but this is all I'm gonna say for now. The rest imma just keep it in. It's not gonna affect me, I promise. Well, I hope you'll enjoy your hari raya this year then. That's all for now. I love you, fauzaan. Always have, always will. xx

With love,

Angelene.

dedicated to you.

2011-08-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

the best i ever had.

this guy can be the most irrinoying person i've ever met but he's still the sweetest. he never fails to make me smile whenever i'm with him. he tries his best to be there for me despite his busy schedule with school and family. he understands me when i'm being unreasonable. he doesn't lose his cool when i'm being a total b*tch. we don't meet each other as much as we want to due to clashes with our schedule and school but our love is still as strong. he assures me that everything's gonna be alright even tho i know its not. he respects me and he loves me for who i am. no doubts that a few of my past r'ships were memorable and the memories i hold close to my heart but then again, if i didn't move on in life, would i have ever met this fine gentlemen and would he become a part of my life? no. he may not be the hottest guy or the richest guy or the perfect guy but to me, he's all that i ask for and need. he faces obstacles almost everyday of his life but still, he did not push me aside. he's sensitive to my needs and listens to my crap everytime we have an arguement but he never gave up on me. there are so many things i would like to say to this fine young man but not all the words can express how much he means to me. my dear boy, i appreciate everything you've done for me. i see your effort. i see you trying your very best to make me happy. i just wanna let you know, no matter how tough life is for you, or for the both of us, we still have each other and i'll be there for you no matter what. i'll go an extra mile just to see you smile.

i think this is the first ever blog post that i really express and write down my feelings about my boyfriend. this just shows how much he means to me and how much i appreciate him. although it may be a bit cheesy but hey, atleast its true right? C:

iloveyousoverymuch. <3

xx,

angelene.

sucks to be you right now.

2011-07-15T20:16:00.000-07:00

Pull up your pants
(Just Like Em')
Take out the trash
(Just Like Em')
getting ya cash like em'
Fast like em'
Girl you outta act like ya dig
(What I'm talkin' bout')
Security codes on everything
Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
(Joint Account)
And another one he don't know about

Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?...
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corner rolling
Doing my own thing
Oh

What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?...
Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!

Girl go head and be...
(Just Like Em')
Go run the streets
(Just Like Em')
come home late say sleep like em'
Creep like em'
Front with ya friends
Act hard when you're with em' like em'
(What)
Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie
Always keep an air-tight alibi
(Keep Him In The Dark)
What he don't know won't break his heart

Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?...
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corner rolling
Doing my own thing
Yea

Can't be getting mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!

If I was always gone
With the sun getting home
(Would Ya Like That?)
Told you I was with my crew
When I knew it wasn't true
(Would Ya Like That?)
If I act like you
Walk A mile off in yo shoes
(Would Ya Like That?)
I'm messing with your head again
Dose of your own medicine

Can't be getting mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!

If I played you...
Would yo like that?
Had friends...
Would you like that?
never call?
Would you like that?
Hell naw
You wouldn't like that
No!

What if I made ya cry!
Would they still apply!
What if I...
If I played you like a toy
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!

F.

2011-07-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie Your Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn The Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
Another Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And The Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man

all these boys.

2011-07-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

Imma happy girl. Atleast I think I am.

All of these boys got em standin in a line
so many boys keep on beggin for my time
all of these boys I just can't make up my mind
everywhere I go somebody's tryna be my boyfriend

Yea he says he loves me but then he don't
always talkin bout what he gon do but then he won't
this one tellin' me he to busy to take me out
can somebody come and tell me what's that all about
this one says he likes me how I know
cuz I'm the screensaver on his phone
aint no ther like me already know
bet they never met a girl like me before

All of these boys got em standin in a line
so many boys keep on beggin for my time
all of these boys I just can't make up my mind
everywhere I go somebodys tryna be my boyfriend
All of these boys got em standin in a line
so many boys keep on beggin for my time
all of these boys I just can't make up my mind
show me what u talkin bout maybe we can walk it out

Got so many choices who's it gonna be
who can handle being with a heavy hitter like me I go go
and if u up for the challenge let me know know
I want the best for my team

Calling all fellas who can do it better
who can go hard until the end and never let up
who can show me that they really down for me
lace they boots up and knock em out in the ring.

dear mom.

2011-07-01T09:40:00.001-07:00

I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

OLD PHOTOS.

2011-07-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

miss my curls pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):

run devil devil run run.

2011-06-08T10:37:00.000-07:00

You didn't pity me after all your tricks, my bad boy

If you loved me just for popularity, ou played with fire then

Everything you said only stayed on your mouth

You're a devil indeed

Who was that talking to you on the phone?
You seemed to be in a hurry
It's kinda fishy

Oh I Hate that perfume
and your behavior seems dull anyway
I guess it can't be helped, I think its time to say goodbye
I'll say that if you were here right now!

You better run run run run run
You're not finished yet, there's still a hope
You better run run run run run
It's not too late, Hey!

But your alibi is full of lie,
Just forget what I have told you before
You better run run run run run
Just wait, you'll get Karma soon for treating me like this
You better run run run run run

I pretended not to notice it
But you've gone overboard,
now it has reached my patience's limit

You want to become a super playboy
That's why you loved me halfheartedly
You're out of excuses, I've heard them all
You're a devil indeed

You better run run run run run
You're not finished yet, there's still a hope
You better run run run run run
It's not too late, Hey!

You don't understand how it feels to be cheated
You better run run run run run
Just wait, you'll get Karma soon for treating me like this
You better run run run run run

From now on I'm holding my love for you
Run Devil Devil Run Run

Hey, you have deceived me several times
Is this your way to prove that you're a real man?
If that is so, why does it feels absurd?
Or this is a sign that you want to break up with me?

I'm disappointed and I feel like
sadness and loneliness is in front of me

You better run run run run run
You're not finished yet, there's still a hope
You better run run run run run
It's not too late, Hey!

You don't understand how it feels to be cheated
You better run run run run run
Just wait, you'll get Karma soon for treating me like this
You'll regret your decision sooner that you expect

And do you know the best part of it?
There's nobody out there better than me!

xx

2011-04-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

HAHA, FUCKFACE. I LOOK SO FUCKING YELLOW.

okay, its been officially fucking long since i last updated my shitty blog. but who cares?
how's life? life's probably the same just that my parents are nicer to me now. been through one heck of a shit just to find out who stays true to you when you're at your lowest. shit. damn stupid please. but yeah, guess life's like this huh. relationship you ask? nah, after all the crap i've been thru, no fucking way man. HAHA! soyeah, gonna study and get in a poy before finding someone who will appreciate me when all those bastards didnt. so yeah. i'll update again soon.
xx

I don't wanna fight the enemy.

2011-03-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

I thought we tried, but it really isn't clear,
But we don't know who is wrong or right here,
Still we keep on fighting,
And you still keep on crying,
So where do we go (Where do we go)
Where do we go from here, girl

I don't wanna fight nomore,
Why's it everytime we put a hold,
You turn around and let it go,
Girl, you turned around and let it go,
Let it go, (Let it go)
Let it go , (Let it go girl)

Chorus: [Albert J & Richard J]

Oh, i don't wanna fight the enemy,
Cause the enemy's someone i used to know,
Remember those times you were into me,
Now you turn around and watch me go,

Verse 2: [Richard J]

I used to think that i could treat her as a friend,
Till i fell in love and got shot in the head,
My life was right till i got stucked up in the end, (Oh in the end)
You and me, i was greedy and i needed your lovin,
And i just wanna hold you again but the line is drawn,
And i cant step in,

Chorus: [Albert J & Richard J]

Oh, i don't wanna fight the enemy,
Cause the enemy's someone i used to know,
Remember those times you were into me,
Now you turn around and watch me go,

Bridge: [Richard J]

I cant, I cant, I cant take this,
Take this, Take this No more, No more,
No more, No more,

I cant, I cant, I cant take this,
Take this, Take this No more, No more,
No more, I cant,

Chorus: [Albert J & Richard J]

Oh, i don't wanna fight the enemy,
Cause the enemy's someone i used to know,
Remember those times you were into me,
Now you turn around and watch me go,

credi

Fucked up.

2011-03-14T04:39:00.000-07:00

My sunshine after the rain. My brother.

Life's been fucked up recently. I'll summarise everything into paragraphs okay?
Let's begin with School.

School.
School's good. Some minor conflicts between juniors. Its normal. As for us seniors, its nothing much really. Just dislike someone here and there. But yeah, can't blame him/her for being that way mahhh. soyeahhhhh. My studies are coping well. Especially maths. Comb science is a fucking major failure, like omg. -.- Oh well, I got tuition and imma push myself all the way until O levels and own everyone else with my awesome results! Confidence is the key baby! \m/

Family.
My parents has been really supportive and caring towards me lately. Its really good to finally be able to bond with them so closely and all. My brother is also one of the few people who can eventually make me smile even tho i'm really in a bad mood. I can tell my brother everything and he'll make a joke outta it and its not that the joke is funny, its the fact that he actually put in effort to make me happy that makes me smile. I love them, no matter how annoying they are at times.

Friends.
Omg, I don't wanna get started. Having your bestfriend steal someone you hold near and dear to you're heart is just fucking twisted. Goddamnit. I cannot find it in myself to fucking forgive her. Urghhhhhhhhhhh. I seriously hope you get screwed badly. I'm so freaking pissed with you. Oh well, once a slut, always a slut. Pffffft. Now that's one. The other, I'm getting closer with ju and nana like recently. Not that we're not close, we are, but closer now. As for my normal clique, I love them just the way they are. <3

Relationship.
For those we are close to me, need I say more? Unappreciative jerk. I cared for you, I loved you. All you did was enjoy with other girls. Well, I was the stupid and dumb one. Pfffft. But I still meant what I said, I'll be there for you, always have always will. xoxoxoxoxoxo.

Don't hold your breath.

2011-03-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back
Don't hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time,
Couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart,
Tore me apart with all your lies and games
It took all the strength I had
But I crawled up on my feet again
Now you're trying to lure me back
But no, those days are gone, my friend

I loved you so much that I thought someday that you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath

I was worried about you
But you never cared about me none
You took my money
And I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything
But nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath

Move on,
Don't look back
I jumped off a train
Running off the tracks
Your days gone,
Face the facts
A bad movie ends
And the screen fades to black

What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back
(You can't touch me now)

You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath

You can't touch me now
There's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
What you did to me
Boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back,
Don't hold your breath
Oooh

Ah, amek kau.

2011-02-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

From friends to bestfriends. 8 years and counting! <3

Today.
School's a bore. Row's finally back in school, amen. The rest of the lessons are like boring. Soyeah.
Met babyg today. Missed her like fuck, talked about everything that has been going on in her life and in mine. She warned me about some dude, I listened. We talked for like a few hours before proceeding to my block area to like chill while waiting for this biol hambali to come and collect his long waited necklace from us. Soyeah, that was today.

School.
School has been 50-50 only lehhhh. Boring lessons, like always. Noisy classmates, used to it. Wannabe juniors, as expected. Weird teachers, like double du-uh. Soyeahhh, everything's as per normal, besides the fact that my class is becoming more and more bonded. YAY! Amen.

Family.
Parents are extremely nice nowadays. I'm learning how to appreciate it. HAHA! Soyeahhhh, its good that they don't nag and scold me like how they did in the past. Phewwww.

R'ship.
DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. HOPELESS. AS I ALWAYS SAY, OR AS SHASHA ALWAYS SAY, " APE NAK JADI, JADI AH. " when translated it means, whatever wanna happen, just let it happen, or I think it meant that. Oh well!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO,
angelene waldorf.

Now, a real post.

2011-02-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

R'ship.
Its been a week since yo've texted or call me now, its kinda heartbreaking at first but imma strong girl. I believe good things will happen if I continue to have tha faith in it. That's what I'm gonna do. What about yo? How have yo been? I miss yo like hell alot and yo seemed to be enjoying yourself out there with all those girls. I don't kno what's going on and I'm trying to not be fucking paranoid. But atleast give me a sign, on whether am I doing tha right thing or wrong, I dont wanna be led on blindly because tha feeling sucks. I can move on if yo want me to, I just wanna kno what yo want. Is it too much to ask fo? I apologized like a million times fo blowing yo off on our one month but hey, atleast there's effort from me. Haish. I've decided on what I'm gonna do afta V'day if yo still continue to give me this crap. Sokay then. Thanks fo everything. <3

School.
School's been great. Grades are dropping. Not surprised. Gotta work twice at hard from now on, I cannot go to ITE! Its hell fo me there! OMG! Tuition teachers found, weekends burnt(well, not really.), homework piling up, revision started. Maths maths maths! Practice practice practice!

Life.
Well, mum's a bitch. Dad's annoying at times. Brother's more supportive now. Friends are great. Basically, life's tha same, just that my mum's being sucha bitch that I fucking cannot stand her! Wtf.

XOXOXOXOXOXO,
ANGELENE WALDORF. <3

301210

2011-01-23T05:55:00.000-08:00

" Cause you're the apple to my pie,

You're the straw to my berry,

You're the smoke to my high,

And you're the one I wanna marry. "

<3

p/s: And I'm proud of my babygirl, Nur Syazwani Binte Yahya, fo being strong and wise to let go and move on! I wish yo all tha best sweetie. Love yo! <3

perfect two.

2011-01-19T03:21:00.000-08:00

[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Do tha pretty girl rock.

2010-12-23T07:08:00.000-08:00

I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derrierre
You can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with ya

I ain't gotta talk about it baby you can see it
But if you want I'll be happy to repeat it

My name is Keri, I'm so very
Fly oh my it's a little bit scary
Boys wanna marry looking at my derrierre
You can stare but if you touch it I'ma bury

Pretty as a picture
Sweeter than a swisher
Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's with ya
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Aye, now do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock

Now where you at?

If you're looking for me you can catch me
Cameras flashing, daddy's turned his head as soon as I passed him
Girls think I'm conceited cause I know I'm attractive
Don't worry about what I think why don't you ask him?

Get yourself together don't hate (never do it),
jealousy is the ugliest trait (don't ever do it)
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty
And if you know it too then ladies sing it with me

All eyes on me when I walk in
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
My walk my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Doing the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
Do the pretty girl rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock rock

Get low with your pretty girl rock rock rock
Steal the show with your pretty girl rock rock rock
All my ladies do the pretty girl rock rock rock
Sing it with me now

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl's a 10
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.
My walk my talk the way I dress
It's not my fault so please don't trip
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Phew.

2010-12-19T22:58:00.001-08:00

Finally, its over.

/:

2010-12-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

" If we were a movie, yo'd be tha right guy, that I fall in love with. "
Haish, why does doing tha right thing feel so wrong? Followed my heart and is it wrong? I dont kno what to do. To ignore. I cant. To leave. I cant. To stay. I can but it sucks. Haiya.

_l_

2010-12-13T03:10:00.000-08:00

Haishhhhhhhhhh. FUCKING STOP MAKING ME GUILTY. YO WANT HIM RIGHT?! THEN FUCKING HAVE HIM! I DONT FUCKING CARE! FUCK. Fuck everything. Just have him and I'll be happy okay? CIBS. STOP MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY LAH CIBS! AHFUCK.

To yo, fuckerdog.

2010-12-02T04:19:00.000-08:00

Fuckyo. Fuck everything about yo lah. Like seriously, why make yo're sweet lil ex suffer like this sia? Do yo evern have a freakin heart yo stupid boy?! Yo kissed a girl when yo said yo still love her, what tha fuck are yo tryna prove? Yo give every girl who likes yo false hope when yo dont even kno what yo want. Yo think yo can get what yo want by showin yo're fucken ego? Omg, yo're so fucken wrong lah dude. Like seriously. What tha fuck is wrong with yo're fucken brain dude?! Yo dont even appreciate what she have done fo yo sia dude, so what's the point of asking her to stay when all yo do is hurt her? Might as well just let her go and let her be happy right? Cibs. AH FUCK. Thankgod I got to kno her and eventually advised her to move on in life, if not, till when is she gonna suffer in yo're clutches? And breaking up with her because yo wanna enjoy life by partying and drugs, yo're fucken fucken stupid! That's not even valid these days. I so feel like slapping yo in yo're god damn face to make yo realise what yo have just lost. She's a sweetie and yo're a mothafucken jerk. Ahhhhhh, I'm done with tryna think positive fo a guy like yo, its only gonna make my brain rot. Just do what yo like okay, but I'm soooo not gonna let her stay with yo, I'm taking her with me. Show her what she deserves. And what yo and her have, is just memories. Get that in yo're fucken brain alright boy? Yo dont deserve a sweetheart like her, yo deserve that fourteen year old whore. She deserves someone who appreciates her. Fuckyo man. Big time.

With love,
Angelene Waldorf.

_l_

2010-11-29T01:13:00.000-08:00

GO FUCK YOURSELF.

:D

2010-11-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

Webbie with this biol. ♥

My life's pretty much the same. Nothing interesting happening. Except the fact that people are seriously blind nowadays. I mean like hello! d'yo need glasses or are yo just blind? Pffffft. Nah, I cant be bothered. I'm just passing some facts about yo. No offence yeah babe? -.-

I've not been attending church. Its either I'm too lazy or I'm just busy. Soyeahhhhhhhh. Punish me if yo want to, god. Its my fault. Haiya.

Whoaaaa, results are coming out real sooooooooon. I'm like super scared but neh, confidence is the key to success hor? I believe I can do it! I believe i can! People believe and have faith in me, its time fo me to have faith in myself.

I dont know why, but yo're someone I just cant get rid off. Yo mean alot to me man, dont leave me alone, to face to cruel world. I miss yo and yo're no where near me but yeah, i've accepted it. It took me quite a while but yeah, like they say, if yo really love me, yo'll come back. I have faith in yo.

Exhausted man. Stupid uncle. Faster come back! Buy me a new MP3! Treat me to a buffet! Yo soooooo owe me man! Big time.

OMFG.

2010-11-22T23:31:00.000-08:00

Like seriously. Dontcha have an honest bone in your body? Faggot. You're soooo annoying. -.-

Brother got a VAIO lappy, IN BLUE! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF. Nevermind, I'm soooo gonna ask mummy to get me a new DSLR. I dont freaking care! HAHA, CHRISTMASSSSS! ♥

Been waking up @ 4am these few days, stupid uncle. Why must you fly to china? Why cant you just stay in singapore? Like wtffff. -.- Make me stress only. F yo.

Hot guys are like Kleenex, use once and throw away. HAHA, KIDDIN'

You're super annoying lah. Seriously! OMFG.

Sometimes.

2010-11-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

To you, with ♥

You tell me, you're in love with me

Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close, I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me, you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone, I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes, sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

Come, just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Be with you day and night

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night

Random.

2010-11-10T07:49:00.000-08:00

I know F♥ like this photo.

HAHAHAH, I MISS YOU LAH RETARD.

Like seriously dude, why are you so retarded? Told me you're sick when you're not? PATHETIC LEH.

._.

IM DONE WITH MY O LEVEL MOTHERTONGUE! SURE PASS! CONFIDENCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS! :D

HELLYEAHHHH, I GOT MY INTERNET BACK! WELL, ATLEAST FOR NOW. ITS GONNA GET SO FRIED LIKE IN A FEW MONTHS TIME, LIKE IT HAPPENS TOO MANY TIMES. WELL, GOTTA APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE FOR NOW. SOYEAH.

OMG, FIRST THE DOWNTOWN EAST MURDER, THEN THE BP MURDER, MY GOD! SCARY SIAAAAAAAA! I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY SCARY SIA! LIKE YOU BO TAI BO JI KENE HACK. SCARE THE WITS OUTTA ME MAN!
OH IN THE NAME OF JESUS, I PRAY FOR ALL MY LOVED ONES ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS'S SAFETY. PLEASE PROTECT THEM FROM ANY DANGER. AMEN.

Thank god.

2010-11-09T01:05:00.000-08:00

" I dont know how to react or what to say but I know I am good, I'll be okay. "

I've became more stronger now, amen.

-.-

2010-11-04T04:31:00.001-07:00

Cause this is what i do, i push people away. Like how i did to you, once upon a time. Imy badly.

Love's like this.

2010-10-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

Is it even possible to love two people at one time?
Answer: No. Never had been possible.

So why are you doing this then? Torturing and pretending like everything's going to go away the next day. Im not gonna wait any longer than the end of october. Like seriously. My instinct tells me that you're gonna pick her, so yeah. Im prepared to leave. Always have been. I dont wanna be the one you pick because you've been with her long enough and Im just someone fresh and new in your life. I dont want you to regret your choice or whatever. Soyeah.

Xoxoxoxoxo,
Angelene Waldorf.

When i look at you.

2010-10-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this love is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me

BORED.

2010-10-17T03:32:00.000-07:00

Bored. Need to find job. -.-

Fit, whatever it is that they're not happy about, just let them be okay? Haiyaaaaaaa.

Aint karma a bitch? I know i am. :D

Stupid fucker.

2010-10-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

screw you. screw all of you. all you know how to do is make my life a living hell! Stay outta it and i'll lead a peaceful life. Like omg, you're so full of it! FUCK.

D.

2010-10-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

Omg, dhan, you're like super sweet. I so effing miss you okay! but i'll be having church service on sunday. Im sorry. I'll text you soon, things has been really hectic on my side. How i wish i could just like spill everything to you and fall into your arms in tears once again. Haishh. Imissyou, damn alot.

Barbie Doll.

2010-09-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

I'm just a girl, you're just a boy
This is my heart, it's not a toy
So what's with you playing with my mind?
We used to be cool, this used to be love
Now it's become something like a job
Like it or not, maybe things were changing
Right before our eyes

I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie
But that just ain't me

'Cause I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this
I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No I could never be
Stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls
I ain't a doll

You called the shots right down to my shoes
I liked what you liked 'cause you told me to
And I don't think that you could even tell
I fell out of love but it never showed
I gave up on us so long ago
But you'll never know
Baby don't pretend like you know me so well

- Dollhouse.

You think?

2010-09-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

UPDATES.

HAIR'S OFFICIALLY SHORT.
N LEVELS COMING AND IM NOT PREPARED.
IM HUNGRY.
I THINK YOU'RE UGLY NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO LOOK PRETTY.
I HAVENT BEEN ATTENDING CHURCH. IM SORRY JESUS.
DISPLAYING PDA IN SCHOOL IS A WRONG THING. _l_
IM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE I ONLY HAVE SOMEONE IN MIND.
I LIKE BEING A BITCH TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU.

I LOVE MYSELF.

Updates.

2010-09-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

Im sick of being used as a substitute, boy. When you're down, you go all nice and affectionate with me, when you're back to your old self, you just chuck me aside. Im so sick of this shit that keeps happening, so this is it. Come to me only when you're in deep shit, not come to me when she just dumped you. MOTHAFUCKER.

I became a christian. I was saved by Jesus. I pray in the name of Jesus, for the safety of my friends and family. Amen.

N levels are coming up, strive strive strive! Pushing it to the limit. Jiayou~

Working is awesome but tiring as well, its like super tiring and draining! But yeah, at the end of the day, what you gain is not just your pay, but exprience. Colleagues are like damn fun to be around. Every function, different locations, different people, different bosses. Welcome to the real world, miss wardolf. :D

Bonded with Wifey! ♥

Falling for someone waaaaaay above my league, but yeah, dont crash and burn is the key to self improvement.

Worked things out with D, friends is better than nothing right dude? I love you, as always. HAHA.

Im nicer to people now, i guess. But sriously, you're not worth my time, bitch.

You know you love me,
XOXO,
Angelene Wardolf.

Mistakes were made. Learn from them.

2010-08-27T20:11:00.000-07:00

Moving on, its my time, you never were a friend of mine.
You're right, i gotta move on and accept that you're happy. Friends?

YAY! Z♥ promised to bring me shopping! No, not at bugis or penin. HAHA. At ion orchard. Pretty classy for a used-to-be matrep dontcha think? HAHA. Shopping shopping shopping!

N♥ finally contacted me after so long asking me to go jog with her, just when i thought her life was awesome, she's going through some problems. Even though she had been a pain in the ass for quite some time, she's still my friend and i love her. So yeah, im gonna be there for her.

F♥, Girl, you know i love you right? So can you stop being a slutty annoying whore? Wait, its in your nature, it's gonna be a little hard for you to change. But like wth, its hard to be friends with people who hates you know. Haiyaaaaaa. mcm mane ni? *slapsforehead.*

Parents have been really really awesome these days. *salutes*

Eh alamak, you everyone also dont like! Then you pretend to be liking that person in front of her face. PATHETIC OR WHAT SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I miss S♥,F♥,Z♥,H♥. (Guys)
I also miss N♥,S♥. (Girls)

Chemical react.

2010-08-17T02:23:00.000-07:00

These lyrics will do the talking.

You make me feel out of my element

Like I’m walkin’ on broken glass
Like my world’s spinnin’ in slow motion
And you’re movin’ too fast
Were you right, was I right
Were you weak, was I strong?
Yeah, both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We live and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes

And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react
You make me feel out of my element
Like I’m drifting out to the sea
Like the tide’s pullin’ me in deeper
Makin’ it harder to breathe
We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny
Were you right, was I right
Were you weak, was I strong?
Yeah, both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We live and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes

And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react
Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hope on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it
Don’t let us lose it
Were you right, was I right
Were you weak, was I strong?
Yeah, both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We live and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
We lived
We loved
We hurt
We joked
We’re right
We’re wrong
We’re weak
We’re strong
We lived to love
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes

And just like that
The chemicals react
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And just like that
The chemicals react
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
The chemïcals react

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Just when i thought things were getting better.

2010-08-15T08:56:00.001-07:00

MYGOODNESS, JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THINGS WERE GETTING BETTER, YOU JUST HAD TO FIND FAULT WITH ME DONTCHA?! GOODNESS MAN. YOU NEVER WERE A FRIEND OF MINE. SO STOP PRETENDING LIKE ONE OKAY? ITS DISGUSTING.

Over it.

2010-08-14T01:39:00.001-07:00

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know
I'm not OK

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin' me
I know
You're not alone
Oh

And that's why
Your eyes
I'm Over It
Your smile
I'm over it
Realized
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Tryin' to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh
And that's why
Your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

Woo-oh-oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Ain't no use
Don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more
Cryin' in the rain

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-wo-wo

I'm so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

S.

2010-08-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

You said you love me but you're acting as though you dont wanna talk to me, what gives dude? Can you just fucking make up your fucking mind and stop giving mixed feelings? OMFG. _l_

*pissed*

Haish.

2010-08-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu

Kini kau pergi dari hidupku

Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi

Tak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku

Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku

Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

XOXOXO.

FUCKOFF.

2010-08-11T03:15:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA, i've been so fucking foolish. I CANT BELIEVE I FELL FOR YOU. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT. ~ Oh and just so you know, you're pathetic.

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME, XOXO, ANGELENE WARDOLF.

imissyou.

2010-08-11T02:34:00.001-07:00

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holdin' me.

I miss you, i miss your smile.

S♥

2010-08-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

ohmyeffinggod, which part of it takes time to trust you dont you understand? You're so unreasonable. Fine, talk to me when you've cooled down okay. XOXOXO

S♥

2010-08-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

Falling outta love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst.

Well, HAHA, glad to say that i've fallen in love, again. Funny thing is that, the guy that i've fallen in love with, his persoanality is like mine, we're both asshole(s). The perfect blair and chuck couple, i would say. Hahaha. Hmmm, i should be happy right? For some reason, i dont feel happy at all. Maybe its because my friends are upset or maybe because im not ready? Take one step at a time girl! No rush, if he really loves you, he would understand. Alrightty angelene, its time to pull up your socks! Once im done with N levels, i'll so look for a job. Not at a fast food restaurant of course. Gross. No offence, lovelies. So yeah, parents have been really nice lately, must have motive one! Ohwell, enjoy it while it lasts. Ohfuck. I hope this romance will last. Im really into him but still, it takes time to build the trust. So yeahhhhhh. XOXOXO.

For those who are having troubles with their ex(s), listen lovelies, there's only two ways to this, its either you let go, or you hang on, by letting go, its hard for you, yes i know but reality's a bitch, you gotta accept it and move on, give yourself some time out to think and relax yourself a little, by hanging on, you're just lying to yourself. Honestly, things will never go back to the way it was before. Neither will it be any better. Just accept the fact that you and your partner is happier after going separate ways and be blessed that you had awesome memories with them. Haish. It sucks to see you guys like this know. Suckfest. If you need to talk to anyone, you know where to find me. :D
Best of luck, dearies.

XOXO,
ADLC. ♥

Cry me a river.

2010-08-05T22:05:00.000-07:00

You told me you loved me

Why did you leave me all alone?

Now you tell me you need me

When you call me on the phone

But boy I refuse you must have me confused

With some other girl, the bridges were burned

And now it's your turn to cry

Cry me a river

XOXOXO,
ADLC. ♥

Love.

2010-08-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

Haishhhh, i cant say much now. It hurts, so effing bad. I wish you knew how much it hurts. But you will never do. Im just gonna let nature take its course and eventually forget you. Haish. Being in love, you would wanna give up in love. Haishhh. I have nothing else to say to you. Its either you feel the same or you dont and i cant do anything about it even though i would love to. I cant force you to be with me, its your life, your happiness. I'll find my happiness, soon. I hope. For now, all i want is for you to be happy and i'll be contented enough.

xoxoxoxo,
ADLC. ♥

Dedicated to you.

2010-08-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

How can I just let you walk away,

Just let you leave with out a trace.

When I stand here takin' every breath, for you.

You're the only one who really knew me at all.

How can you just walk away from me,

when all I can do is watch you leave.

'Cause we shared the lolly pops and the pain,

and even shared the tears.

You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now,

'cause there's just an empty space.

There's nothing left here to remind me,

just the memory of your face.

So take a look at me now.

There's just an empty space.

And you comin' back to me is against the odd's,

and that's what I've gotta face.

I wish I could just make you turn around,

turn around and see me cry.

There's so much I need to say to you,

so many reasons why.

You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now,

there's just an empty space.

There's nothing left here to remind me,

just the memory of your face.

So take a look at me now,

see there's just an empty space,

but to wait for you is all I can do,

and that's what i've got to face......

take a good look at me now,

'cause i'll still be standin' here........

and you comin' back to me

is against all odd's............

that's a chance i've got to take.

Take a look at me now........

This song and its lyrics means so much to me right now. Haish, say you love me so, my dear boy. ):
XOXO

For you, D.

2010-07-31T19:05:00.000-07:00

' We've broken up, yes. But so what? It hurts to see you date other people and what do you expect? For me to just let go? I loved you, we had so much memories together and you expect me to let it all go? It aint easy. '

xoxoxo, from me to you.

Im learning to let go and just let loose now. Im not gonna care about you or your life anymore. You seemed happier though, with your coffee mates or whatever you call them. Im not worth you, not anymore. You're too nice for me and you dont deserve to be treated like this, so yeah. Go on, leave, i aint gonna stop you no further. Yes, you've always loved me even till now but like you said, you're following your heart and take steps back, so take it and never return. I dont despise you, like i said, it hurts. But yeah, i'll learn to let go. Be happy with your life okay my dear boy. I'll still be here for you, but as a friend, only as a friend. Since this is what you want then i'll give it to ya. XOXOXOXO

for you.

2010-07-31T11:34:00.000-07:00

HI NAS! ILY! KAY BYE! :D

XOXOXOXO,
ANGELENE WARDOLF.

p/s : Do you L me too? :D If you do then awwww, if you dont then curse you! HAHA. Cheh, fake.

Love. Lies. Secrets.

2010-07-30T03:15:00.000-07:00

Loving someone was never easy,you gotta fight for what you think is right.There comes a point in time where you love someone and that someone doesnt love you back or used to love you, in these kinda situations, you gotta accept the fact that he doesnt love you anymore and move on in life, there are much better guys out there for goodness sake. We're growing up and all these puppy love and infactuation will come and go when we take a step into adult hood. & once we do, we'll think back and realise, why in the world would i ever fall for this kinda guy? He fucking wasted half of my life and practically 20% of my body liquid for crying over him. Think before reacting, is it worth crying over a guy who doesnt even care? Yes, i know girls are emotional but yeah, you'll be sad over one thing and the next your happy. Learning how to let go isnt easy either but atleast try. :D

To you : I think you know who i am referring to right? Talk to him. Move on. Stay friends. Be strong. :D
Im here for ya! XOXOXOXO

Life.

2010-07-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

Say whatever you want okay. I dont mind.

See i used to be someone who cared so much about what people thinks about me and not care about myself. But not anymore, i met someone who guided me through all this and i managed to do it, on my own, with his guidance. Im happier now, i would say. Being popular in a materialistic world will only last for that long, after that, you would have to face the cruel world on your own. Learn to fight your own battles, learn to pick yourself up when you fall. Never say never, as justin bieber would say. I've learnt to become stronger and daring myself to be different. Like a friend once said to me, if you had the chance to make a new friend, why waste it? I guess she's right. You'll come to think of it one day, that when real trouble occurs, you'll realise that a true friend will always be there for you and not hiding away from you. For the past few days, my life has been a wreck, i even thought of running away but when i think back, what would i get from running away? My problems solved? No. So i decided to stay and fight, be it alone or with help and guidance, my parents gave birth to me because they want me to make something outta myself and not be a disgrace, for the past few years or months, i had been a disgrace but now, things are gonna change. Im taking charge of my life and no one, not even you can stop me. We all live in this materialistic world, where betrayal, lies and scandal are all very common, we just need to think it through, whether it is worth losing someone you love for a mistake they did. Everybody makes mistakes, be it big or small, and everyone has a soft heart be it whether are they fierce or not, so therefore, everyone would have a certain part in their heart where they'll learn to forgive ad forget. So far, i've learnt the true meaning of friendship and kinship.I should have been nicer to my friends and siblings, i was cruel and selfish to them before, but no more, i've decided to be nicer to everyone i know, be it whether you hate me or not. Even though life is unfair, we still must learn to make the best of it or we will never have fun and make the best outta things.

So yeah, this is what i've realised over the past few days. Never say never, and you'll eventually be strong. :D

XOXO,
Angelene De La Cruz.

Bored.

2010-07-15T22:51:00.000-07:00

Nephew in Philipines.

Never say Never.

Full of lies and bullshit.

2010-07-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

I made a mistake, a huge one to be exact, i neeed to fix it.
Fcuk.

To you guys, can you guys stop pretending you care when you dont? Its sick okay. If you guys wanna laugh it off about me getting insulted and stuffs, go ahead okay but stop pretending like you care! Ass.

2010-07-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

I feel like saying this to people, sape sape yg terase or feeling feeling then is your problem already. Here i go.

Firstly, Fuck, can you two lovebirds make up your damned minds? For one moment you're all lovey dovey, the next, its like world war 3. So can you like seriously make up your bloody minds or just burn in freakin hell okay? Goshhhhh.

Secondly, since you are like not happy with me now? Then for fuck tell me in the first place? Oh wait, you didnt tell me, i guessed. So yeah, next time dont tell me anything okay, save me the trouble of getting blamed and stuffs.

Thirdly, I miss my policemann.

Fourthly, Ohmygod, you're sucha a bitch, i feel like screwing your face and feed your brains to my cousin's pet dog! Get outta my face before i get into yours, beeyatch. Dont you get that no body likes you even though they're close with you? Stupid slut, i guess im right, you are fit to be the next queen bee and im proud of you! Goodluck with your minions, bee.

Fifthly, Just becaus im nicer to people now, doesnt mean you have the rights to take advantage of it okay? My patience is that short. Dont play with fire or you'll get burnt.

Last but definitely not least, just because you hear a rumour about me doesnt mean you have the rights to judge me, get to know me first, who knows, maybe along the way, you'll actually learn something, dumbfuck.

Okay, thats all. Im sorry my dear readers for my rudeness. :D Love y'all.

Imissfee. Imissfee. Imissfee. Imissfee. Imissfee.

:D

2010-07-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

Birthday coming.
Losing my mind.
Need to study hard.
Finish F&N.
Starbucks/ Karate kid with Mira.
Settle some stuffs.
Cant open heart to let anyone else in, for now.
Leave me alone lah chibai.
Need more dresses and heels. -.-

Kay, bye.

Happy day.

2010-06-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

Currently @ mum's place. so yeah, introducing my pretty friend, wanie meow. friends for 7 years now. Webcamming @ her dad's shop. Obviously bored, yeah. Im happy today cause fee's finally talking to me! He even asked me out, thank god. School's reopening tomorrow, so yeah, sucky much! Till then, toodles!

_l_

2010-06-26T02:02:00.000-07:00

Gosh, have anyone ever told you how hurtful it is when your loved one is giving you the cold treatment?
Fee hunneh, im extremely sorry.

" Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away. "

S texted me like 4 am in the morning lah! My god, but yeah, he broke up with D, again but refuses to tell me what the hell happened. So yeah, i was there when he needed me and he was there when i needed someone, returning the favour much. I seriously dont wanna get in between your r'ship problems lah S. I have problems of my own.

Gossip Girl really taught me alot of stuffs, like, how to face reality rather than hide from it, how to accept the loss of something or someone and pretty much about friendship and r'ship. Im then again blessed with my bestfriends and family.

School's reopening soon though, ohthejoy, i doubt things would be the same, ever. But hey, on the brighter side, atleast i have people who loves me. Haters? God, i have plenty but come to think of it, they're pathetic. -.-

Seety darling, imissyou and thank you so much for being there for me when it all happened. Text me if anything goes wrong okay? iloveyou.

p/s : Im so not in the mood for my birthday.

Hey ya'll.

2010-05-27T01:40:00.000-07:00

Had PTM today, DONUTS FOR BREAKFASTTT. :D

Got my results, satisfied with it, working harder for more satisfactory results. Like DUH.

Teacher's comment :
Angelene had improved in her attitude in class as well as towards her studies this year. She has been constantly doing her work and taking initiative to clarify her doubts in her studies. She has also learn to differentiate right and wrong company. She has to focus more on improving her grades and work even harder to achieve even better grades in the upcoming examinations.

I was like wtf? But yeah, good whatt! In your blooody face, beech. HAHA.

Mira, sorry girl, can we catch another movie instead of the last song? HAHA. Someone else asked me out to watch that movie already. Sorry sy. :D

Shopping with mummeh soon! Cant wait! So many things i want her to buy for me sia. LOL. We're buying a tattoo designs book and tattoo inks. Damn. Gonna ask tonton to do the tats for me. Fee says im too young to get a tat. Well, whatever. Gonna do the words, DREAM.HOPE.BELIEVE. Cool or whattt? Babygirl helped to pick it out.

Going to the philipines in like 12 days ?

From th bottom of my broken heart.

2010-05-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

" Love me, love me, say that you love me. "

Had the sports carnival today,at bedok reservoir. Wahh, damn sian. Woke up, rushed, met sab and cheryl at bread talk, missed 4 buses to tamp, reached tamp, cabbed to bedok reservoir, yeah, the taxi driver damn cool sia, he damn sarcastic. Evil. Reached, kinda got the -.- look from tx for being late. HAHA.

Teachers collected our valuables and kept it safely, we then started collecting our vests and paddles, got the class to work as one. Moments later, we proceeded to the dragonboat, kecoh sia. LOL. We rowwed to the starting point and yeah, when the race started, we were like so united, halfway through, arms started to ache but yeah, had to push myself to continue till we reached the ending point, and yeah, we won! 2nd! HAHA, in your fucking faces, beech. Our class was like super happy sia, yay! :D We achieved something and atleast our form teachers have something to be proud of us for.

After the dragonboating, we had to do X-country, i know right, i was like -.- , forced myself to run, for the class! Wow, class spirit much. HAHA. I ended up walking, fucking far lah can, "jogged" with bernice, scorching sun, exhuasted hands and legs, wow, perfect formula to faint, but thank god i didnt. Came in 50th, awesome or whattt. Walk also can got 50th ah? HAHA. Rested awhile then proceeded to the showers and like wtf, we have to shower openly, and i did, well, atleast with my shirt on. HAHA. There was like this soiled sanitary pad in the cubicle when i was changing, gross siaaaa. Got changed and everything, went off with sab, sab's daddy came and sent me to tamp interchange, thanks uncle! HAHA. And im currently @ mum's place.

Wow, i only fail maths sia, damn happy, mummy's happy toooo! :D So mummy's not coming for PTM tomorrow, YESS! Wah pianggg, tomorrow got talks sia, from JCs, POLYs and ITEs. Haish, nevermind angelene, its for your future, as they always say. Meeting phyllis in school tomorrow morning though. Donutssss! :D

Shopping with Seety on saturday! Yay! Finally, after soooooo looonnnnngggggg, i get to meet her, and bitch with her. Gosh, girl, you have no idea on how many things i wanna tell you! :D

Sab, since you like reading my blog right, alll i can say is, you know, i know, cheryl know, phyllis know, the rest dont know! HAHAHAHAHAH! :D

PHILIPINES! HERE I COME! :D

Sentosa, palawan beach.

2010-05-23T22:21:00.000-07:00

Wow, i like had so much fun yesterday @ sentosa. With mashy, fee and their squad mates. Kecohhhh sia. It started off being a little dry though, but once everyone had their fuel injected, we were unstoppable! Like hellyeah, i decided not to swim and bask in the sun but in the end i did, thanks to the fya, this cute girl i made friends with, she's super cuteee. As there was only 3 girls, me, fya and siti, i decided to swim with fya sicne she's more friendly. HAHA. No lie. And yeah, we chatted while "swimming", the guys were like burying this guy in the sand, so yeah, before we knew it, everyone was in the sea and it was like super duper kecoh!
I actually thought i would regret tagging along but nah, i so freakin love them. Awesome! :D Hope there would be an outing soon, maybe to USS? :D

p/s : Im not missing you. I guess feelings are starting to fade away w/o warning. Im sorry.

Today.

2010-05-21T02:45:00.000-07:00

Just came back from collecting passport @ lavender. Currently @ mum's place. I've learnt one thing about daddy over the 2 and half hours of waiting for my passport, he cannot, i repeat, CANNOT, stand for too long, if not, he'll lose his mind. And its embarassing. Still, i love him. Like duh-uh.

Gonna stay home tomorrow to finish up house chores and come up with a shopping list for clothes and shoes. But, i gotta finish up my assignments first, since i wanna make it to sec 5 next year, gotta work twice as hard, gotta sacrifice tonnes of stuffs. But yeah, its all worthwhile i guess.

Will be heading to the beach on sunday with fee and mashhy, damn, its been sooooo long since i last saw mashhy. Miss his bitchy moments! HAHA. Fee's gonna fetch me from home and we're gonna meet his friends @ mac, i think. But, i'll just be reading while sun-tanning, red alert. -.-

Talked to danish otf last night, he've changed, alot. but yeah, you cant force someone to be someone they're not, can you? so he's basically becoming more rude, i'll get used to it, i guess.

Next week, school's gonna have X-country and water activities @ bedok reservoir. Ohthejoy. I was kinda part of one of the water activities but yeah, got replaced. Im alrightt with that even though its kinda unfair. But yeah, its no biggy.

Alot of things have been happening lately, no matter, i wont give a shit to it. I care tooo much about others till i forget about myself. Its time to focus on myself and curse those brainless mothafuckers to fucking rot in burning hell. Leave me alone lah bitch/bitches, since you/you people are soooo free, go look into a mirror and bitch about yourself lah. Nincompoops. MUST HAVE SELF DISCIPLINE, MUST HAVE DETERMINATION! -.-

Thanks to those who had been there for me during this rough period of time, especially *you know who you are*. I really appreciate it though. I've watched the last song though, damn romantic. HAHA. :D

LOL.

2010-05-18T03:14:00.000-07:00

fucccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Got screwed today for failing maths, got abit emotional i guess ? Heh. For a moment only lahhhh.
Mummeh coming for PTM. Lol.

I just dont get it. Unreasonable much. Like if i've never offended you before then STFU lah.

MUST HAVE FUCKING SELF DISCIPLINE. MUST BE FUCKING DETERMINED. -.-

As days goes by.

2010-05-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

Currently @ mum's place, just came back from renewing my passport. Daddy's much more high tech now, asked me to do online registration then waiting for the fucking queue to move. -.- Go daddy!

I'll wait for your reply, cause i believe you will reply. I hope you're doing fine, your wounds and everything. Stop getting into accidents alrightt. Save me the heartbreak and save yourself some cash, will ya?

Mummy asked me to go shopping with her at far east later, random right? Think she's tryna cheer me up as i've been feeling really down in the dumps. Thanks mummeh. Love ya.

Its been confirmed that i'll be heading to the philipines for my summer vacation, think mummy's gonna get me a new bikini just for that. She's still tryna book a ticket for the baraquay beach ( dont know how to spell much. ) so yeah, guess i'll just study while sun-tanning there. Suckish.

& it hurts to see you hurt, im sorry about what's happening over there, im sorry i cant be there for ya. But please know that,no matter what happens, i'll just be a phone call away.

Hadi, my father, asked me to be patient if i seriously like someone, so here i am, waiting, and waiting, and waiting.

Some retard came up to me and said : " Do you think im hot ? " and i was like, " Nope ? " and he was like, " I thought so. " thne he walked off. I mean like hello, didnt anyone tell you that there's such invention called the mirror?

I think im addicted to TV. I sooo love to watch, The Rachael Ray show, The Ellen Degeneres show, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate housewives, Gossip Girl, Glee and 10 things i hate about you. Wow, gonna ask daddy and mummy to go and get DVDs.

Supposingly, i have a movie date with ril tomorrow, since he's not replying my calls or texts, i'll just watch it myself. Anyone interested in watching the last song with me? Please text or leave a message at my facebook. :D

why ?

2010-05-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

okay,i've said it, im not perfect, at all.

i've yearned for you touch ever since it all ended, i miss you. but you should know what you should do.

ril, im sorry i made you cried over the phone the other day when we were debating on r'ships. im sorry i made you think about her, im sorry, i really didnt know, if she really do comes back, things will never be the same like i was in the past year, learn to move on alrightt hunneh. im here for ya.

ril, having to not talk to you since yesterday just kills me inside. im guessing im just a replacement for her. im not gonna be anything more to you.

finished all my papers already, screwed, parents are gonna be sooo mad. oh well, tried my best.

went bowling today, finally, im getting good at it. yay me!

angelene tisdale.

2010-05-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

I had fun with you today,full-stop! :D

As for you,all i can say is this : " feelings faded,and you're irritating. "

Stupid.

2010-04-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

Like omg,you call us chinese stealers when you're the thief yourself. So smarttttttttttt! Fucking brainless sia you. And to you,serve you right lah, find fault with us, we disturb you, you not happy. Stupid much. -.-

R'ship on hold, atleast till after mid year.

Mummy's nicer to me now,so is daddy. Wait,daddy has always been nice to me whattt. LOL.

Study sessions with sabby tomorrow and fee on saturday. ( not confirmed. )

Pushing pushing to the limt! :D

-.-

2010-04-25T23:03:00.001-07:00

BOYFRIEND'S A MOTHERFUCKING LIARRR! -.-

oh and,im on good terms with my mummy again. Yay! :D

Updates.

2010-04-14T02:51:00.000-07:00

Wow,its been a long long time since i've updated this dead blog of mine.
So yeah,here it goes ....

F'ship.
I miss nana,seety,natasha&nadia so veh veh veh much! :D Meeting Seety darl this saturday so yeahh,shopping and catching up and oh,GOSSIPS!

R'ship.
7 months and counting. Its been greattt with yaa. Like the picnic and dates,we didnt even like burst our budget and like totally,your parents and family is just the sweetest,although there are some perks. Heh. Ily lahh! :D

Sch.
Wow,hectic much! I fucking lack of sleep siaaaa! Goddamnit,nbcb. My classmates are just the bomb. Damn funny but irritating at the same time too. Oh well,there are perks to everything whatttt. Gotta keep my focus if not i'll miss out!

K'ship.
R'ship with daddy is going fine but r'ship with mummy is going from bad to worst. Haishh. Idk and idc ready lahh. Talk so much also no point. Both of us are stupidly stubborn. -.- We never give in to each other,that i really dont know why.

Recently.
I lost like 257 bucks with a few cents when we were having assembly. Like damn stupid siaaaa~! -.- Oh well,gotta blame it on myself rather than on someone else before some people come at kbkb at me saying that i accuse them anyhow and stuffs. -.- OMFG!

Updates.

2010-03-28T02:13:00.001-07:00

Its been like awhile since i updated this blog of mine. So yeah,i'll be updating it like now. -.-

R'ship.
" Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone. "
This is for you,jerk.

F'ship.
Phyllis and clique are just plain awesome. I miss nana and seety like so damn alottt! Thats all.

Sch.
Trying to focus on the subjects that i need help in and not letting amateurs bring me down. Yeahh,its easier this way. After school,go home/sleep then wake up and finish up homework(s).

K'ship.
Not talking to mummy for a month now,she's menopausing like hardcore so like yeah,dont wanna interupt her woman moments. -.- daddy's just plain awesome though,like he's easier to get along with nowadays. I killed his babyfishes by accident but he's not mad. How cool.

Others.
Firstly,I didnt spread rumours about you lah girl,i spread facts. You're telling me this is karma but hello! so you mean by doing this,you wont get your karma lah ? Dumbfuck or whattt? hahaha,go on with your kiddy jokes lah girl. Heh. Goodluck! :D
Secondly,guys like you doesnt deserve a girl who will cherish you,guys like you deserve a prostitute. Since you like treating girls like toys right,well,go ahead. Pathetic.
Last but not least,you dogs dont go around bullying my brother just because he told teacher that you brought cigarettes to school. In the first place,why must you bring it to school and showing off to other people when you're just 13 ?! Now you threaten to beat up my brother,get a life lah. Nbcb.

:D

2010-03-13T22:43:00.000-08:00

Currently @ babygirl's house,watching phobia 2. Heh.

Quick updates.

R'ship.
Ask yourself this question. Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart ?

F'ship.
Someone told me to stick to my own kind. ' With age,maturity and wisdom,other people's opinions should matter less and less.' Someone once told me : ' Just be yourself,be it good or bad. Everyone has their flaws. '

Sch.
Daddy's proud of my results but still gotta work harder for better grades. YAY ME! :D

p/s : Friends think i should just keep my curls. I'll think it through aite you guys.

This is me.

2010-03-07T21:09:00.000-08:00

I've learnt to/that :
- " Choose not to entertain other people's prejudiced behaviour. "
- " We cannot change people,we can change ourselves. "
- " Never listen to pathetic criticism. "
- " Your true friends will accept you for who you are when your fake friends dont. "
- " When everything seems to turn out wrong,only the ones who truly love/care about you will stay. "

I have nothing to say to people who cant accept me for me. Even someone can say : " you're already like that what,im used to it. " Why cant you ?

:D

2010-02-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

Now updates are gonna be the fast and the furious.

F'ship.
My girls are fine with me now,atleast. Phyllis babe understands me more now,like duh,3 years and counting.

R'ship.
Stupid sia,you like/love me but you're ignoring me ? Make up your midn lah you retard! -.-

Sch.
Greatttt! Scored high marks for chem. Gotta do the same for the rest of the subjects! Jiayouuuu! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,D.FRANCIS! :D Cant wait to celebrate with you and your family! :D

:D

2010-02-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

" I saw you,yesterday. I have nothing to say. "
- Cheating bastard.

Updates,not exactly the fast and the furious,again.

F'ship.
Basically,got cina and malay group lah. Not being racist or whatever hor. Malay group : Boo and gang. Chinese group : Phyllis and company. Both are great lah,duh. Heh. :D I enjoy both companies. And now im at cyndi's house while the rest are gambling. Heh. Chinese new year mah hor. :D

R'ship.
Wah. I have nothing to say loh. Im freaking shocked lah can but i cant do anything about it. The damage is already done. There's nothing you can do about it. You cant make it up to me. You made your choice and i accept that. So yeah,you have my blessings.

School.
Pianggg,need to finish up my F&N by next week. Studies are like +_)(*&^%$#@!~
Thats all i can say. :D

V'day.
Was alone for valentine. Watch Valentine's Day with boo,of course. The movie was like super hilarious. hahaha, shopswere like closed. Hahah,then saw a group of matreps,lonely matreps. HAHAH. Should have dated them ah,for one day only. Evil much. So yeah. Rebonding my hair back soon. :D

Love is sooo blind.

2010-02-05T23:40:00.000-08:00

Let me just categorise everything yeah people.

F'ship.
Sorta made boo pissed,sorry! & yeah,i've been betrayed,i should have seen it coming,the signs were so obvious! Gosh. and i have to see it with my own eyes to know that it actually hurts so bad. But boo's right,i should face everything with a smile. I made new and gained old friends back. Im so happy. When i broke down,they were there for me. Thanks alot yeah,mira&tiara&gang. I kinda had a heart to heart talk with tiara and i found out quite a few things though,its funny yet an eye opener. She's really sweet though. Heh. :D

R'ship.
Nothing to say but i miss you so damn freakin much! TTM.

Sch.
Like whoaa,its okay but yeah,tough but hell,im still coping what! HAHAH. Im starting to enjoy mondays and thursdays in school. Its just great lah can. Im learning to move on,bitch.

To people : If im a bitch,what makes you any better than me ? Pathetic much! -.-

To danish : From me to her,its really a huge gap,moron! :D

Dont be a bitch,dork.

2010-01-30T02:08:00.000-08:00

He says : " Love,why are you like this ? "
She says : " Because your retarded-ness made me like this,moron! -.- "

Let's do a quick update. Not exactly the fast and the furious,duh.

Sch.
Studies are so-so lah. Teachers are awesome. Classmates are totally amazing. Except a few lah. Well,what to do ? They were born losers. Oh,and i found out something about someone in my class. HAHAHA. Damn pathetic. Advice to him/her : Keep up with the generation,oldie.

F'ship.
Farhan&Natasha is soooooooooo misssseddd! Eezaaa is like super kecoh,only when she's not menopausing. Hahaha,seriously. Oh,speaking about eezaaa boo;celebrated her birthday in school. Planned a surprise b'day for her with maia and gang,well,its was their idea,they got me to help out. It was super satisfying to see eezaa happy. The next day,cake is in the class people! HAHAH. The class was supportive. I guess. Thanks anyway! :D

R'ship.
For me to know,for you to find out. :D Hint : TTM.

Mummy's right about those people,i should just let them kiss my perfectly shaped ass. :D

And Arsf , You're actually a really nice guy know. I cant believe i misjudged you. Honestly. Im sorry dude.
Shafiq : You damn cute lah! HAHAH. You "one time" dance,always tickles my funny bone. Thanks dude! :D
Shol&Fendy : You guys are just plain hilarious lah.

The rest of my class : You guys are just the best lah! :D

:D

2010-01-24T03:07:00.000-08:00

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! Sorry for the lack of updates people,kinda busy with school and dealing with losers. Pfffffffffft,must do yoga to let off all the loser energy. Totally worth it! HAHA. Anyway,im like a huge fan of Gossip Girl and 10 things i hate about you. Damn hilarious sia! Shopping this weekend,again. -.- I'll get tired of this sia. Shopping and more shopping,boring nyerrrr! Pianggg. Im so loving my class,hell to the yeahh. Cause its like super fun and like my classmates are like super funny yet lame at the same time. I totally misjudged asrf and gang,they're like actually veh easy to get along with y'knw. Wow,a new year,a new start huh? My new year resolution ? Get fitri to do plastic surgery,DUH! -.- She's like super gross and thick skinned. Ewwww. Speaking about a relationship gone wrong. Grosssss. Enough of the blabbering,i'll just cut it short.

F'ship.
Goddamnit,i so like freaking miss seety man! She's my number one babe,in gossips and shopping,of course. We'll meet up soon yeah babe ? :D Boo;awwww,she's sucha sweetheart. ( At times ) HUAHUAHUA. I so damn love her to the damn bloody core. Myra;she's really nice and helpful,so appreciate her. Natasha;Pianggg! She like MIA sia but i so freaking miss her sia! Babe,drop by my crib again yeah. Girl's day in! :D Farhan;my best guy friend,i miss gossiping with him sia,that sarcastic fucker. HAHA. :D

R'ship.
Dont know,dont care. Dont wanna be bothered with. Its between me and people i love. I mean,really love. -.-

School.
As usual,the bitch-iest in class and probably the most honest in class,oh well. I cant help that im brutally honest,bitch so just shut up and accept facts that you're ugly lah. Oh and speaking about school,i just dont get why people dont have the guts to come and talk to me,oh and i mean talk,not act as one fene freak,its like what the fuck,i didnt even realise you were in front of me lah girl. Aiyahh,like i said to some people,the only person i want to find fault with this year is fitri. Duh,the rest are just wasting their breaths. So yeah,ainn,please if you're matured like you are,act like one. Just because i said that you're ugly means im childish? gosh,i wonder who ever taught you that ? Ah,whatever. I veh mls want to lyn ready leh. So yeah,see ya! :D

Parents are being super funneh lately,daddy's broke because he keeps giving me money. What ? Imma girl,i have needs people! Heh. :D

P/s : Danny phantom,i'll only forgive you after i get my sunflower and cookies alright ? :D

Back to School.

2010-01-10T03:17:00.000-08:00

Hell to the yeah,SCHOOL'S A FREAKING BEEYATCH! Know why ? I got detention on the first day of school because of my school shoes which are like green. so like whatthefuck ? Its still 75% white what. -.- Pathetic right ? I know. Mum thinks so too! Like totally. I've made up my mind to really study this year,i so wanna take Os next year and get into Temasek poly. Its like the best! Yeah,i have a new boyfriend. I think. -.- Like whatever lah okay.

Inactive.

2009-11-29T02:33:00.000-08:00

Sorry dearest readers! Im not gonna be updating my blog until next month. Busy with work.
:D

SORRRRRRYYYYYY! :D

and oh,i love my pork! Not forgetting,ferdelance,seety,gibbson&eeza! ♥

Birthday.

2009-11-05T00:55:00.000-08:00

mummy&daddy! :D

Heh,daddy's 43! Old already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

mummy's birthday is in 4 days. Yay! :D

Peace beeyatch.

2009-11-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

"Silly boys,
They lovin' me so much,
Silly boys,
You can look but you can't touch,
Silly boys,
I ain't got no time to talk,
Silly boys,
Just shut up and watch me walk."

- Quoted from Sugababes's "Hey Sexy".

PLANS.
- Picnic with lovelies.
- Class BBQ.
- Shopping with cuzzy/seety/nadia/ferdelance/danish.
- Movies with whoever.
- Outing with Ben10.
- Ice skating with Mash!
- Christmas shopping.
- Parents's B'days.
- Sleepovers.

Two days,One heck of a time!

2009-10-31T17:52:00.000-07:00

Hello humans! Im back from HIATUS. Heh,so yeah,many stuffs happened but too long to type,so he're a summarised version. :D

Friday ( PTM )
Like whattttttt ? Was my reaction when i heard that i'll be in the same class as fitri next year,like ewwwwww people,ewwwwww! I was supposed to go into a Through train calss but i failed maths,so yeah. HAHAHAH. Curse myself for not studying hard enough. Waited till mum's turn to meet the teacher,she was like " you seeee,blah blah blah." and i was like giving face ah. Stupid mr yong,talk so much for what sia! Interview dont want ah ? Dog. Parents was disappointed though,but what the hell,what's done is done,what do they expect me to do ? O level and N level got difference meh ? You fail O level,still need to stay back one year what,unless ou burn the whole year next year lah,which would be impossible for some dumbfucks to do. -.- Ahhh kay,whatever.

Friday ( ICA )
So yeah,after PTM,slacked in school for awhile then headed home to meet seety. Hahahah,we veh the kecoh one sia. I was late in meeting her as usual,met,ate then left for ICA building. -.-
We joked on the way,our jokes was so hilarious that no one else laugh except for us. HAHA. Reached ICA building,took photos and everything,waited and waited and waited then check2 must bring birth cert sia! Anjing,i forgot sia. Then i just like whatthefuck and left lo. -.- Went to bugis,walk2 around,boughtsome accessories and two of us saw this super cute ankle boots with shoelace and we were like,damn,its so a must have! HAHAHA. So yeah,buying it soon,i guess. Heh,then went back to yishun and waited for farhaan shah lookalike to have his break,kimak,blh patah kaki sia. Saw some weird people,and like errrr,saw danish,yan and rain. What a surprise! -.- then we waited while i suck on candy cane. Heh. Then my mum called saying a guy called and looked for me and stuffs and she was like,you went to ICA with a guy right,blah blah blah. Check2,the guy is jootat. Anjing btol!

Saturday ( Night Safari )
I was like suppose to go to night safari with her but she was with her friends so yeah,since i bumped into a couple of schoolmates,i joined them. Ohwait,seety was with me too! Heh. Seety like veh ksian loh,have to wait for me like for veh the long,aiyah,she sanggup one lah! HAHAHA. Finally met her, headed to marsiling first to buy earring and supposedly piercing but i thought,some other time sudah. HAHA. Ate @ mac,the bloody person gave us mega mcspicy when we asked for normal mcspicy. -.- Ate and chatted then headed to night safari,saw nigel,so we decided to join them,kamal was oh so kind to let us do so,he even forked out extra cash to pay for our tram ride. Heh. The queue was super duper long! -.- but we queued though,then got this bloody slut,i stared at her because i thought of taking a photo with her but hor,she misunderstood and went like " halloween wear costume got wrong meh ? Guai lan sia want stare stare. " she said that in chinese,then i was like " Stare you got wrong ah ? Then god give me eyes for what ? Eat ? Stupid anjing. " then she was like " crazy ( in chinese ) " then i was like " i crazy you what sia ? Ah,yela,halloween dressed like a belly dancer can scare people what! " -.- Queueing up also got time to find fault. HAHA. I know im awesome. Waited for quite some time before the queue started to move and we took the tram and it was like animals at first,then the scary part,got this bloody fucker just went up the tram,scare the heck outta me sia. Me and seety was like the first two girls in front lah sia. Errrr! I dont know why but i kept screaming loh. HAHAHA. The journey ended and yeah,we went for the forest trail,HAHAH. At first it was alright,then tibe2 got this mummy chase after me sia! Fuck sia,i just run ah sia! Cb,lucky it was just a mummy sia,if clown,cb,faint already sia! Then the mummy chasing me like i his dog sia,fuck sia! Then i was like super scared till i broke down lah! I cried and cried. But it was fun lah overall,still pissed with the damn mummy. Dog sia! Get bonus or what sia! Make people cry. Stupid. -.-

Seety.
Thanks eh babe for being there for me when i broke down like nobody's business. HAH. Thanks for being my company for the pass two days yeah. :D Heh. Really enjoyed your company though,we like super kecoh sia! Shingz kape! HAHA. Thanks yeah babe! Oh,and sory if i got you in deep shit with your sis though. Talk to farhaan yeah,im sure he'll understand. If he loves you like he said he does,he will aite! Light up,sunshine! :D

-.-

2009-10-24T03:22:00.000-07:00

"Nothing's going to change my love for you,
You already know by now how much I love you,
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love,
Nothing's going to change my love for you,
You already know by now how much I love you,
The one that changed my whole life through,
But nothing's going to change my love for you."

Quoted from Westlife's "Nothing's gonna change my love for you"

PLANS FOR HOLIDAYS.
- Job hunting for next year.
- Zoo trip!
- Class BBQ.
- Picnic with loved ones.
- Shopping with cuzzylove!
- Christmas party @ town.
- Rebond hair.
- Piercings ( maybe. )

Hehhehheh.

2009-10-17T01:04:00.000-07:00

"You told me,
there's no need,
To talk it out,
Cause its too late,
To proceed,
And slowly,
I took your words and walked away."

Quoted from Ashley Tisdale's "It's alright,it's okay."

Headlines.

- Got contact from ex.
- Boyfriend is seriously funnneh!
- Got new GUCCI bag.
- Told danny phantom his secret. ( Seee,told ya. )
- Ferdelance's ex is sucha loser! -.-
- Someone spammed people's blog w/o using brains.
- Some loser,realised he's wrong and comes crying back to me. -.-

Silly boy.

2009-10-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

"I said I'm not coming back, it's it
You fooled me once but you can't have that ego turning
Just too bad for you, that when you had me
Didn't know what to do, She's over you

Cause you had a good girl, good girl, girl
That's a keeper, keeper
You had a good girl, good girl but
Didn't know how to treat her, treat her
So silly boy get out my face
Why do you like the way regrets taste?
So silly boy get out my hair my hair
No, I don't want you no more"

- Quoted from Rihanna feat Lady Gaga's "Silly boy".

Headlines.
- 2 more piercings on ear.
- boyfriend's family likes me.
- movie @ boyfriend's house on friday.
- mount everest's "lover" is rading on her.
- i have a secret that has something to do with danny phantom. ( SHIT! )
- Ferdelance sayang has found someone she likes. ( i think. )
- Fitri's got a new sisterlurp.

:D

2009-10-10T00:42:00.001-07:00

Im back! Exams are not officially over but hey,the major ones are. Tonnes of things happened within that period of time and its kinda freaky though,well i think it is. Alright,let's get cracking.

Kinship.
My parents are so cute nowadays,toooo cute! My daddy is always dancing to the song fire burning by sean kingston and mum's really high at times. Things are really looking up though. Its really great but pity my brother tough,he got caning for not telling my parents that he was having his PSLE on monday. Oh well,he deserve it though. Whoooops!

Friendship.
My dearest ferdelance is just the sweetest. Lautner is just as awesome and Azizah is way way way insane. Heh. Oh,what about zai ? Nah,he's just a vain pot that nobody gives a damn about. We're so better off w/o him. Like duh-uh,who does he think he is ? PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT. -.-

Relationship.
OMFG! It took my so long to realise that my porky pork pork is superrrr cute! Everything he does puts a smile on my face,he's toooooo cute! Even besties says so. HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY SAYAAAAAAAAAANG! :D Belated celebration aite love ? Heh. And as for that loserrr,like wtf,it took me so long to realise that he's so not worth my time and yeah,im not gonna be happy with him. Wow,angelene has finally woken up! -.-

Headlines.
1st - Someone is seriously pathetic. -.- She went like : " b,mata i sakit uh. " at the library when she saw me but when she's in school,she'll be like quiet. Fierce right this kinda people! Pfffffffffft. Free horse-riding pe ? -.-
2nd - Heard that someone's attached,oh well,its good to know. Like wtf ? you think i really give a shit ah ? Oh please,you're so a used tissue. -.-
3rd - Mount everest is seriously gorgeous,everyone says so. :D
4th - Someone changed because she was influenced. -.-
5th - My brother is super duper stupid!

:D

2009-10-04T03:58:00.000-07:00

Ohmygod! you're so full of it! Why cant you just run into the road at orchard road and die,bloody hell,die!
Oh please dude,if ya think that people are gonna trust whatever you said,then you are so wrong... Hellyeah,soooo wrong. You're pathetic. You've become a hooligan and its really satisfying for me. I can finally sit and laugh at your childish behaviour. Heh,hilarious! Hmmmm,oh oh! heard that alot of girls are dying to date you huh ? Wow. Hotstuff ah you. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Dude,you can never ruin me that easily. you aint got nothing while i have pride and dignity,all you have is a bunch of dogs who go around licking shoes,sucking up to people. -.- And fyi,you're so wrong,im double doing it. All the best to your future,if you have one,i meant. :D

Love,
angelene tisdale.

Dear readers,
Im gonna be on hiatus as my exams are here and i so needa focus on my exams. Heh. Sorrrrrrrrrryyyy! :D

p/s : I LOVE MY PORKY PORK PORK,MISS FERDELANCE,LAUTNER GIBSON & WHOEVER WHO LOVES ME. HAH. :D

:D

2009-10-03T00:12:00.000-07:00

ON HIATUS PEOPLE! SORRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY! :D
Be back after the exams!

- Angelene Tisdale.

p/s : I LOVE RAMDHANNNN! <3>

:D

2009-09-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

Question : " Does sluts always goes after people's boyfriends ? And why ? "
Answer : " Yes. Because their boyfriends are not as hot as other people's boyfriends. "

Kinship.
Parents are like losing hope in brother already. Pity him. Talk to my mum yesterday about my brother.
Mummy : " Your brother really blur one you know. "
Me : " Can tell,he like lose interest in studying ready loh. "
Mummy : " Aiyaaa,he confirm fail PSLE one lah. "
Me : " Fail retain leh! "
Mummy : " Fail loh,what to do ? "
Me : " Oh well,im the only hope in the family now. "
Mummy : *Roll eyes*
Tsk tsk tsk,pity my brother. Oh well,there must be a smart one in the family. Too bad it has to be me. :D HAH.

Relationship.
Simon is really awesomeeeeeeee. (: I love him to the max. Too bad we're quarelling now. ):
Hope things will be fine sooon. Haishhh. I miss him.

Friendship.
As usual,ferdelance,lautner and bonc are insane.... Eeza is awesome too! :D That motherfucker is soo not gonna see the next sunrise. Wow babe,im impressed! Coming up with such lame rumours about me and spreading it as though the world would believe it. Yay you for being the world lamest bee-yotch ive ever met! So you wanna play the game huh ? Bringggg it! :D

Ahhhhhh?

2009-09-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

New life. New circle of friends. New boyfriend. New everything.

Kinship.
Parents are extremely nice to me nowadays thoughhh,its weird but i likeeee.... They should remain like this until like they die ? Okay,thats evil but hell,its like outta sudden man. Oh well,its better off like this than everyday yelling and screaming. :D

Relationship.
Awwwwww,simon is just the best! He has proven to me that not all guys are the same. Ferdelance,Lautner Gibson and Bonc gives him a thumbs up! That means he's a total keeper! Yay! Finally my friends can accept me boyfriend! Thank god. And oh,i tihnk my parents know though,but they aint saying anything. They said as long as i focus on my studies then its all good. They said if i want to have a boyfriend,i need to find a boyfriend that can help me in my studies and stuffs. Simon's too smartttt! -.- Still,i love him to the maxxxxx! (:

Friendship.
All's good. Im glad that we're still talking instead of being enemies.Thats good. Ferdelance,Lautner gibson and Bonc has been really supportive nowadays. I mean its great that they are. All my other friends are happy except for this little bee-yotch. Here's what happened :
Simon fetched me after school one day and we went to the library,we browsed for books.i borrowed books and just when we are about the walk out of the library,we saw F and her boyfriend. I was like : " Goddamn it,why her ? why now ? " and faked a smile. She was with her boyfriend,A and ike after awhile,something happened. F and A fought and as a friend,i went after F and comforted her. I followed her and the conversation went like this :
Me : Babe,ape jadi skrg ?
F : Explaination....... ( Forgotten. )
Me : Do you still love him ?
F : I dont know.
Me : If you dont love him then break ah..
( before i was about the continue.... simon appeared behind me but i dont have a clue about until F said : "Matae kau tk handsome bodoh." I turned and saw simon behind me,i was hoping that he didnt hear that but he did,i leaned forward to F and said : "Atleast he's cute." and she was like : "Cute kebabai..."
I WAS LIKE WTFFFFFFFZXZSXZSXZSXZSX! GO FUCKING INSULT SOMEONE ELSE'S BOYFRIEND LAH YOU THIS STUPID SLUT! WHAT HAS MY BOYFRIEND EVER DONE TO YOU SIAAAA! WATCH WHAT YOU SAY BEFORE SOMEONE MAKES YOU EAT YOUR WORDS ALRIGHTTTT! Okay,done with angelene's angry moment. :D

p/s : Selamat hari raya to all the muslims out there! :D

:D

2009-09-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

Hey there humans. I have a combined blogshop my SCB. It sells makeup,clothes,accessories and facial products. Here's the link : www.satisfying-your-needs.blogspot.com

Do visit and do support yooo! :D

- Angelene ( Beaty-Closets)

p/s : I love Simon,Roberts,Lautner and Ferdelance! (L)

Updates.

2009-09-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

Question : " Why is people so afraid to lose ? "
Answer : " Cause they're losers. Duh. "

Alrightyyy then. I'll cut the crap and go ahead with the updates.

Kinship.
Enough of mummy hogging the spotlight,now its daddy's turn! :D He's amazing loh! He gives me everything i want. I help out @ my uncle's stall in return. Fair mah. But the problem is that,i must learn to wake up early. Im always late fo work,daddy dont like that. Alright,i'll wake up early tomorrow aite! I hope. :D

Friendship.
Ferdelance/Lautner/Roberts! They're the BESSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTT! No lie. Ive learnt to accept things as it is and move on with live. I also learnt that with or without you,live goes on. Peace! :D

Relationship.
Okay,one sentence........ " I LOVE SIMON! "
Who's simon ? Ala,the cute brainiac from Alvin and the Chipmunks lah,DUH. Know why ? Cause when i look into his eyes,it makes me delirious. :D

Yesterday,
Went to meet ferdelance and went to watch Aliens in the Attic,and damnnn,that movie is HILARIOUS! Its a definite two thumbs up! You humans gotta go watch it! After the movie,went to bought a gift for simon and the stupid salesgirl dont even know how to fold a box? -.- Got ferdelance to do it instead,thanks babe. Headed to toa payoh to meet simon and ferdelance examined him and gave me a thumbs up! He's seriously a keeper! Slacked,chit chat,snapped photos and ferdelance had to leave early as she had to head to somewhere else. After she left,love was in the air. He asked me something and it was every so sweet! *winks* He sent me home after that. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. :D

:D

2009-09-06T03:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah,i shouldnt care about you no more. Let's just live our own lives our own way aite. We dont get in each other's way alright. Aite,all the best to you babe! :D

Relationship.
Moving on.................... Suckers.

Friendship.
Ferdelance and Lautner are the best. So is miss highway! Sorry,forgot your celebrity name. Roberts right ? HAHAH. Anywhooo,i'll just live my life to the fullest. :D

Kinship.
Oh well,what can i say ? Evrything is going great ? Really great. :D

Got movie date with Ferdelance,Roberts and Lautner. Cant wait! Study session with dhan tomorrow. Wish me luck! :D

Upgrade you.

2009-09-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was PTM. Mum's obviously happy with result. Good comment in result slip. It wrote something about choosing right company and improvement. Thanks mr yong and mr sin. :D Im happy with my results too! Still,gotta work hard towards EOY and make it to N level,then O level then Temasek poly! Decided to take fashion design or photography courses. Mum was pissed when she saw someone,but hey,she's over it by now. :D Alright,here are my updates.

Kinship.
Nothing much happening though. Some old same old! :D

Relationship.
Hmmm,patience is important! Ferdelance is always telling me that,it pisses the shit outta me but hey,it makes sense! You're becoming a dog. Thats something i just gotta accept. I should forget about you. Everyone is asking me to. Yeah,you should too. Go,ruin yourself. I've cared too much about you and you disappointed me,badly. So yeah,i aint gonna give a shit to whatever you do already aite dude. All the best to your future,if you have one.

Friendship.
Dearest farhan has H1N1,HAHAHAH. FAKE. He just have really high fever and cannot be able to come to school for a few days. While he wasnt in school,things happen. PATHETIC THINGS happen. I find it really lame to fight even though i started it. Cant you just accept the fact that you're not better then me and sit down in a corner and suck your thumbs ? Curse you aite,bee-yotch. Peace! Helmi and Hisyam has been really understanding,i appreciate them to the max. To you bunch of wannabes,watch what you say and do alright. You boys claim that you dont like her then you're close with her ? Because of ? Cigarettes right ? Seee,i know stuffs. She'll find out one day,when she does,im just gonna sit and watch. All the best! Losers. -.-
I cannot be bothered with you guys already. Ive got a life,even if you people dont. So im just gonna live my life. Mummy's on my side! so is ferdelance and lautner! They're just awesome! :D

p/s : you if think im referring to you,then think again. :D

Hahahaha.

2009-08-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

Relationship.
Damn,its getting from bad to worst. Like wow. Nah,im not gonna let it bring me down now,im stronger now. Atleast im stronger than you. Loser. -.-

Friendship.
Yay farhan! He did an awesome job on teacher's day! Im like so proud. Like omg,someone has totally lost his/her mind. HAHHA. Acting like you're all that when you're not? Gosh,you've really dont it huh? Tsktsk. I pity your little ass dude/babe. HAHAHAHA. Even teachers are rading on you man,can this like get any better ?

Studies.
Finally! Im getting good grades! HAHAHAH. Yessssa. Parents are happy. Teachers are happy. Friends are happy. He is happy. Im happy. Oh wait,some losers are sad and crying soooo an everyday thing for them. HAHAHA,pathetic.